just a follow up on a conversation which set me thinking.

emotional vs rational.

someone once said that i can be heartless if i want to.
gals are heartless creatures generally. reasons, don't ask why, i see it in myself everyday. so you pple are reading articles and diaries of a heartless person.

it seems that i can rationalize my emotions. so is that emotional or rational?
i can be emotional and come to a decision at the spur of moment, after which i start thinking up reasons to make up for my decision. answer: childish. i'm being childish. concluded.

so its during the process of me rationalizing my decisions, that i start asking for opinions etc etc that makes me sound so damn contradicting. so dont worry, actually i usually still end up with my initial decision.

so my recent contradiction is as such. to lessen the impact of a few issues by dismissing or lowering down their priorities. thats cowardice now that its plainly put in words... or to face it up front and foresee my lack of stand in the issue since i don't wanna lose it at all.